Honest is all I will ever be,

Many talking as they have made it, and many have.

For me, these are the first steps back to earth from hell.

Damn, it feels good.

Man, I am thankful for the handful of threads I was able to grip onto and pull myself up.

Enjoy the process they tell me.

Be glad you made that first step out and onto a warrior’s path.

“Become the man you admire most and then give him away to the world.

These words ring so loudly to me I have to document the beginnings and every moment in this process.

Not for me for those still back there in the darkness.

I need to find some kind of lightning bolt or something some guy who looks like an archangel that has been pulling people out of hell for years to be able to bring change to the depths where those I care about are held.

I have to become my best self. I have to reach my ultimate level of strength.
It has taken me so long to realize I must do this for my world, for my creator, for my gratitude, and for those most important to me.

I know this to be true so this is what I will do.

This is the only thing a true man can decide.

I know the moment I am weak, the moment I can’t see around the corner, the moment I deny the voice of truth inside, is the moment that it all will die.

I will not let you down, and

I DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!

I am elevating the levels of variance and it is like nothing else…

 

 

 

So many lies have been told about me how could I care what people think? Thank you for that too. I got over that one, I do not at all care about what people think.

I accept what it is, I really try to peel down to the deepest depth of what that is. I figure it out, I figure out what is happening. I didn’t always choose right. Now I do. It is because I realized  that is what it takes to move the needle, that non-negotiably doing what needs to be done is WHAT

IT TAKES TO LEAD BY EXAMPLE BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT IT TAKES TO REALLY BE THE MAN YOU ADMIRE FOR REAL BECAUSE THAT MAN IS WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW!!
That man can know he did all he could.

That man can really help many people around him.

That man is part of the solution, and he is no longer even part of the problems like a magic defense, he just no longer plays that game.

BECAUSE THE GAME HE DOES PLAY IS SO IMPORTANT.

He knows the moment he falls in judgment of others he burns his most valuable bridges.

He knows because he took years and studied. He told himself “It’s not too late and got started right then.”

That one decision to commit with no tolerance for failure at even the smallest level. Miss burpees, count them, make them up. Respect for my teachers in the most sacred of ways; unspoken but intentioned through the cosmos.

Have faith that THIS WORLD will recognize you through your ACTION!

 

I am nowhere close to the top of the climb, I am definitely nowhere close to the strongest link.

But I am ahead of many, and I can shorten their time in hell, and I can give them the tools and by doing so I can better my own practice.

From thankful to those who held me accountable to the one holding others accountable knowing that any weakness in me is a way out for them.

Knowing that they may not succeed but their best chance is with the strongest lift up.

Knowing that in a sharing movement amongst a group of self-betterment, I can even further my improvements FAWR beyond the level of my own achievement (which for me was pretty necessary actually)